killer-san

my hands are cold.

The more and more I speak to people at school, the more I want to go deaf. The less I speak to people, the more my personality drains. I'm becoming so numb and lifeless, the thing I wanted to avoid when I was a kid at all costs. When I was little, I'd look at people who were 'depressed' and wondered how anyone could be so sad. I remember once hearing some thing along the lines of "i wish i was never born" on some thing, I forgot where. And thought to myself, how can anyone be so unhappy, they wish they'd never exsisted at all? Why am I becoming the thing I dreaded most? Did I do some thing worth being punished over? Is that so wrong?

>:3 stole this off of :iconmoldymuffinya: cuz i was bored. [Name] Ashley [Birthday] Jan. 20th 1990 [Weight] Don't care enough to know. [Astrological sign?] Horse. [Location] My bedroom. [Eye color] Green/blue/muddy brown. [Height] 5'2 [Shoe size] 7-8 [Parents still together?] Hardly. [Siblings?] One sister. [Nieces/Nephews?] Not that I know of. [Pets?] I pretend they don't exsist. [Have any credit cards?] I wish. [What do you drive?] Don't have my lisence. Favorites [Color] Dark blues, white, black [Number ] 9 [Animal ] PENGUINS! [Vehicle ] BLACK Fararrie. Can't spell it though. [Flower ] Roses. [Scent ] Depends. [Shape